OH. MY. GOD.
I AM DRUNK RIGHT NOW.
DRUNK POST NUMBER… 4 OR 5 OR MAYBE MORE. DAMN IT.
So. Here’s my life right now.
Tired. Happy. Hopeful (rare.) Tired. Happy. Smiling.
I’m pretty damned happy.
I kinda kissed someone I like on the cheek tonight.
I hope he gets the message.
I also talked to another boy tonight.
Boy as in the most unfortunate part of my love life story.
I have a history of caring for him.
I’ll be asdfjk; happy if this other guy carries through.
My butterfly whose wings’ I would burn…
I hope he does fly away.
He’s too risky of a love.
And this other guy seems like he could handle me.
And he seems more like me.
He was my date to my formal.
I would like to go out on a date with him.
This could be good.
I’m getting more drunk here.
And more tired.
This is approximately an hour later.
I’m still a bit drunk.
I have opened up more to someone tonight.
This is good.
I need to be more open.
I need to be more accepting.