Stupidly Sentimental

I am so incredibly tired right now.

I am so stressed too.

Why? Because I’m an idiot.

I’m just a flat out idiot.

And I’m just scared about my mom’s anniversary. 

I’m really scared.

I’m already starting to be upset about it.

It’s just… important for me though.

10 years is a long time.

It’ll also mark that I’ve lived longer without a mother than with one.

It sounds so stupid. Especially from me. I feel so stupid for getting sentimental and upset about it.

It’s my mom though. I think I’m allowed to be this way just a little bit.

I am stupidly sentimental though.

I just never get over things.

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