My car is on and running.
My friends are all inside getting their horns examined.
While they were starting to give me a headache, I also had to leave due to my anxiety.
Stephanie and Eric were right in front of me playing. I felt the panic begin to rise and the longer they all played, the worse I felt. It isn’t their fault. Not in the slightest. I just have a lot if issues right now.
Even the thought of holding a saxophone right now causes me anxiety.
This is beyond terrible and I’m not sure what to do.