Drunken post #… something.
I’ve been drinking.
Probably not the best thing. Especially because I’ve had quite a lot.
3 cups of champagne. At 36 oz. or some bacardi thing at a bar. 2 shots. 2 Angry Orchards. Some beer. Proably more. Yeah. Very drunk.
But drinking water currently as Leo flings my socks across my apartment. Great.
I need to work hard tomorrow.
Reasons why I don’t go to the bars.
Because I blew $20 on what would have cost me half if I had just drunk at home.
Not a fan of “the bars”.
Not my thing.
Too many people.
Rather get drunk alone.
And I don’t have to walk anywhere. That’s a real pain.
Also, had to see a guy from high school that I dated. Pretty sure some of my friends heard me saying that I dated him. Because I’m drunk. And he was working. God.
I’d rather drink at a party.
But this week has been interesting.
I went back to the Newman Center (catholic student center on campus.) Of course, had an anxiety attack while there. And other anxiety-producing issues, like first music therapy practicum session, 2 school exams, etc. and Lisa cancels.
And I’m dumb enough to not have another appointment schedules until March because I didn’t call in January.
My neighbor just got home. He’s nice. Pushed me out of the snow once.
I know if I go to bed now, I’ll be hung over as fuck tomorrow and regret it. But I’m so tired and have been for a while.
I shouldn’t have drank tonight.
I will post tomorrow about several things.
Sorry this post isn’t very informative/relevant. I will be more so in my next post.
Especially concerning jealously.