Oh, what a day.
I have two exams that I’ve barely studied for. I’m fighting to keep my eyes open and I’ve been up for two hours. I have a voice lesson that I’m not ready for in less than an hour. Then studio right after that.
It’s only week five and I’m already getting very burnt out.
I spent my entire weekend doing nothing.
I got nothing done.
Okay, I shouldn’t say that. I wrote my session plan (and I feel pretty solid for this next session.) I did some other homework that was due. Studied for the tests… kinda. I mean. I went over my notes a few times. It’s just hard to be motivated to study for the same damn test you’ve taken 3 times already at least.
What are correlational methods of research? What’s a longitudinal study? The history of psychology: go. I know this stuff mostly. So to learn the little extra bits they want us to is really hard to motivate myself for.
Also, there’s been a lot of drama in the studio.
I’m burnt out.
I have a million things that I have to do.
So I’m going back to basics. Getting back to myself. No more overachieving. Do what I need to do, then stop. Plan things out.
Tonight, I’m going home to do laundry. I will stay until 8:00 at the latest. Drive back. Practice.
I’m not going to go to my first two classes today. I’ve had a bad panic attack and my digestive system is not happy even though I have been eating well and eating less.
I’m just burnt out.