Just kidding, friends.
My body has decided to riot. I’ve got super bad stomach stuff going on now. Throwing up, other bathroom stuff… you name it, my body’s doing it.
May be due to the anxiety. May be a stomach bug. May be what I ate last night. May be that I’m just fucking sick of all of this.
I’m sick of this.
I’m just so tired of not being good enough. I’m not good enough to work a full week. I not good enough.
I’m just not.
I can’t finish what I start. I can’t do this.
I feel so helpless.
This is just great.